Well I got my GCSE results on 25th August 2011, and seriously I did rubbish in my exams, I'm not even going to post what I got as they were absoluetly shit! I could have done so much better and I hate myself for not trying harder especially for my Religious Studies exam I was 1 or 2 marks off a B grade which pisses me off now that I have a C grade for RS -_-" ~

and well basically I thought I couldn't get accepted into my school's sixth form since they needed 5A*'s-B's and I thought I only had 4A*'s-B's so I gutted and had to apply for my college sixth form where I could do my a-levels there since they needed 6A*'s-C's which obviously I had achieved that. But apparently my D grade for btec p.e meant a distinction which makes out another A grade so techniqually I do have 5A*'s-B's but the problem was by the time I found out I already enrolled into the college and at the same time the head of sixth form of this other school which I emailed them asking them if they have space emailed me back telling me that I have a space for me to do my AS level subjects but by the time I got the email, again I had already enrolled into college, so I was annoyed by that, since I wanted to stay in sixth form as all my friends were there and I knew the teachers better and everything but now I had to go to this sixth form college at oaklands in st albans and I knew no one from my school there, though there were some graduaters from my school two years ago, but no one in my year is doing a level's at oaklands college this year... o.O which means I'm a loner here now.

that's the story of how and why I enrolled to oaklands, and I had my induction day today. for me it's hard to meet new people as I am really shy when it means to get talking to other people... but when I get to know someone I can be the loudest person on earth, weird right? I got to meet some new people I guess, there were these two girls, they were really nice and friendly but they're both doing all sciences which are from a different campus to which I am from as I am doing AS level english language, mathematics, economics and accounts... lets just hope I can cope with all the work. >.<
I'm sure I will probably meet new people who's on my campus and is in my classes and stuff but still I don't even know where to go on Thursday when I get my timetable, guess I would have to email them. but seriously they should at least tell us right? or maybe they did and I was probably staring out the window or something.
I guess I could always travel on the campus bus to see the friends I made today though. I'm so nervous about my two years here, I just hope I get good results in august and meet more people.

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may
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I seriously have loved watching Dream High, the korean drama, it was daebak! and once I saw the drama, I instantly fell in love with the 'K necklace' in which was passed from one character to another to give that person confidence, it was so unique and pretty I just loved it, however i couldn't find it anywhere, :( and even if it was available it was very expensive as that was the original, being not able to afford something that expensive as my parents would refuse to buy it even if I had the money as they will say 'It's a waste of money' *sighs* i finally found a replica of the necklace when I was looking through the same website as the 49 days teardrop necklace i purchased and dun dun dunnnn! i found it ^^ i was so happy, so i begged my parents to buy it for me, which they did :') my parents are pretty amazing aren't they... well at times



the pictures aren't very good quality :'( need a better camera seriously, but what do we expect from a non dslr camera hahaha! anyways back to the necklace, I'm not sure what size this is, as it only comes in one size at tofebruary, but it's pretty big so I would maybe say medium-large ^o^ it's quite heavy so that's a good thing, but it's not too heavy that would hurt your neck when your wearing it.
the only concern I have with this is the K bit, seems to have a lot of pattern on it :S or maybe it's meant to be like that I don't know, but it looks pretty anyways, and as a Replica for $25 what can I say, it's not like I can complain as it's not the original ^^

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may
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As much as i loved the korean drama 49 days, I was never really interested into getting the 'teardrop' necklace that was used in the drama, only because of the price was so expensive, so when replica versions of this necklace was starting to be released out, i started to take notice of the necklace. I first saw it on several blogs that was selling this, but i never really trusted blog sellers for some reason? but that's just my own preference, and i know some blog or most are trustworthy ^w^. so i started to search on google for the necklace and came across a video by 'ToFebruary' and realised they sold the no tears version of the necklace on their website;
heres a the website the to the youtube video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S-xPzlUv1Jg
link to the necklace: http://www.tofebruary.com/index.php?main_page=product_info&cPath=8&products_id=713

they also sell the one tear version now, but that wasn't on the website when i purchased mine ^^

here's some pictures of the necklace i recieved this morning :3



the necklace came inside this little silver box, with a silver string/rope thing tied in a bow, but i took that off and threw it in the bin



A picture of the necklace, eeeeeeek, it's so pretty! i'm in love with it already ♡

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may
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wow, i haven't written an update on my life for a long time, so i think i'm going to, just incase i forget later on, and i was inspired after reading my everyday life diary journals, which i found myself no longer writing ~_~, but yay! i'm going to start writing again either on my blog or on a classical diary notebook for my private matters that i don't want to be public ◕‿◕

School life: Finished all my GCSE exam's last week, now i am DREADING results day which has been decided for year 11 2011's students that it will be on August 25th, i think this day is the day i jump off a bridge OR the day i run away to another country before my family finds me and hunts me down, i know it might seem ages away till i get my results but seriously i don't think it's long at all, it will be here in a blink of an eye, and i am SOOOOO scared it's unreal, never been this scared for my entire life, if i don't get 5 b's at least i won't be able to stay into sixth form in my current school, i mean seriously! what kinds of school needs 5 b's to stay on? okay, maybe some do across the uk, but still a lot of school i know requires 5 c's it's like wtf? Queens' definately has too much of an expectation from their students, i hope they will realise one day that they should STOP being this ridiculous... fair enough with the uniform, you want them to look smart but omg, the price of the new skirt aka the kilt, is something between £25-35! we are NOT posh people, and i can guarantee you, that not everyone can afford a skirt that expensive! maybe they should wake up to know that not everyone has a good job and is well paid, oh and majority of the students are from bushey and watford, as it's located in that area, we're not a private school so lower down the price, it's ridiculous and it's ugly, that's another reason why people would be hesitant to purchase it! thank god i don't have to wear it though! and the 5 b's, Queens' your standards are too high, lower it back to 5 c's unless you want us students to commit suicide if we don't pass -.-

Prom: my prom is on monday 4th july, and being honest, i am looking forward to it but i'm not as well at the same time, :/ just i can't be bothered to go i guess, and i know everyone is going to be so happy and stuff, i will be too! but i don't see the whole big fuss? i'm meant to be excited right? well i hope it turns out good then that day ^w^ i will post some pictures up if i take any ~

Relationships: well, not going to say anything on this one keke ~ ◕‿-

Friendships: i guess friendships are good, nothing really big happening for the mean time, i think i would miss my friends when we all leave, actually we have all left right now >w< ~ but you know what i mean when we have started our new lives, elsewhere and especially if i don't get into sixth form i am 1) screwed with my parents killing me and if i survive 2) i would go to college? maybe? so i would miss my friends, being honest i don't want to go to college, college is no way as good as sixth form, but no can do if i can't get in can we *sigh* why can't i be the clever students for once, this sucks! oh and i have my college interview on the 13th july, i have no idea what to do in a college interview o.O" i'm scared i won't pass the interview? if we do pass or not pass, i have no idea, i only got an email about it yesterday >w<" lets hope i do good then! aigoo, i wish i applied to more sixth forms instead of colleges, :'( but no can do, unless i wait next year which really is not what i want to do, T_T HWAITING! ~

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may xxx
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i haven't written a blogpost in like ages, so i thought i might write one...
i have been so busy with my GCSE exams, and i have two more exams left (stupid history exams -_-) why do exams have to be super duper hard T_T, i hate this! and the fact that i did rubbish in my previous other exams too, especially my graphics exam, which i failed so bad, and no matter what people say that i have probably done really well or something, i know for a fact that i failed it badly! I'm the one that took the exam, so i know for myself how well i have done, and if i done well i would know it and admit i done pretty well, but i missed out quite a lot of questions and i probably got some of the questions wrong anyways! and my design wasn't exactly the best design and i ran out of time to colour in my design however i did do like sort of symbol keys of what colours the final design will be like... but still i would loose so many marks on that!
I am not hoping that i will be able to do product design in sixth form anymore, because that just flew out of the window, I'm not expecting A* like i did in my mock exam *sighs* why did maths and graphics have to be on the same day, i spent so much revising for maths and i hardly revised for graphics, this is why i protest having two exams on the same day, it's just not fair!!! I'm probably predicting i got a D or an E overall! yes that is bad compared to my A* mock result T_T should've been sick after my maths exam instead >.<....
In times like this, we all wish for a time machine so i can go back to may 16th and retake my first english exam, and all my exams! i probably won't even be able to get into sixth form as i feel i did so shit in all my exams >.<

byebye
maymay xxx
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as you all know the japan earthquake and tsunami that took place in japan on march 11th in the afternoon, when i was in school i was devastating to hear this as it's heartbreaking to know this would happen to these poor citizens, and seeing the clips during form time on BBC news and when i came back home straight after school and watching the news, it just brought me to tears seeing all those footages of japan being destroyed ~ add more notes

i went shopping at www.facial-shop.com a couple of weeks ago and purchased some stuff as i really wanted to try out some beauty cosmetics and skincare items, and see if koreans really do have perfect skin because of their skincare products ? i also bought some bb creams in which one was actually not purchased on the website but in a store located in london ^^ ~ and would be posting up a review on those soon ~
i got 3 items (will order more when i have more money tehe)

1) Laneige Multi Cleanser

i really like this cleanser, it cleanses my skin brilliantly, but everyone raves about it for removing their makeup ? well that didn't really work for me, as when i used further toner after washing my face after school i could see the makeup still on there, and it also gets into my eyes when i'm trying to scrub off the mascara off my eyes.. which didn't quite work, but it did a pretty decent job, so for me i will probably use this as my morning cleanser and stick with my neutrogena makeup cleanser to remove my makeup at the end of the day, however it does leave your skin squeaky clean which i like, and has definately helped heal my skin alot, THANK YOU LANEIGE! ♥

rate: 4.5/5

2) Laneige pore minimizing pack

this product smells soo good! and i am terrible at describing smells but it smells fresh but fruity like citrus ? i don't know it's hard to describe.. well for me that is, but it's a nice decent smell ^_^ ~ and so this is like a mask, and helps minimize your pore, and OMG! THIS IS LIKE HEAVEN! it works sooo good and actually something that helps minimize my pores, unlike other products i have tried that claimed they would but never does, i use this once a week, and i have been using for around 2 weeks now and i can see a huge difference paired with the laneige multi cleanser, my skin has never looked this good before

i also purchased two bb creams from skin79, the super+ triple function bb cream (hot pink) and the oriental gold bb cream, i will do a review on the two seperately once i have tried it out for longer for about a month to see if it works ~

i am also planning to get other laneige stuff to try out and other skincare items as well as different bb creams, such as like missha perfect cover, and i am also really interested in trying lioele (well lets dream on until we save up for some money or when i go back to hong kong ehh ¬_¬) i will also see if china town stocks my beauty diary face masks and the laneige snow crystal dual foundation which i have been dying to try out! i will be next going to china town in easter, THATS SOO EFFING LONG >_<""""

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maymay
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ahhhhh, i'm in love... with SOAP AND GLORY PRODUCTS, they have such amazingly cute packaging, which is probably what draws me into them even more, and like omfg! FINALLY, a brand in the uk (made by the uk) which is absoluetly amazing, well.. i guess lush is amazing too and the body shop, but yeah there packaging isn't that cute, i mean it's PINK! matches my room perfectly ^^

i love it so much, that i'm going to dedicate a whole blog entry onto the products! ^^

Glam-A-Lot soft and sexy fragrant body spray


the smell is sooooo nice, and sexuallllll ;) definately makes you feel amazing and it's so different to other perfumes i have tried, and i love this one! it lasts a fairly long time too ^^ which is a plus, i can say this is better than some really expensive perfume's i have used, which is great because this is fairly cheap from boots, definately affordable :D


Mist You Madly a flirty floral fragrant body spray

this is sooooo different from the glam-a-lot it's less powering and is much lighter which is great for everyday use, i'm definately going to be wearing this to school after i have ran out of my britney spears 'midnight fantasy' perfume, which is also one of my love and favourite perfumes from her range ^^ i must say i prefer this body spray to glam-a-lot as i find it's more sweeter and more wearable, in my opinion


Clean, Girls

this is the BEST shower/body wash ever! i have always been a person who loves bathing products and i love just having to sit in a bath and relax after a stressful day at school or with homework and all the studying which is driving me mad! so this is great to actually just wash yourself and make yourself feel so beautiful after a shower/bath :) i tend to have baths more than showers, just because it's winter and showers just make me feel horrible and cold, tehe >.^
it's also scented with Mist You Madly fragrance, which is even better! i swear i am actually addicted to this product, this is far my favourite product from soap and glory ever :)))))


Scrub Your Nose In It

i use this when i feel like my pores are all clogged up, or when i feel like my skin needs a deep clean, this seems to work, especially if i leave it in as a 3 minute mask, which is what i tend to do, and this makes a different to my skin, not so sure about the blemish preventing though :/ but i haven't really found a product even high end products which claim to do that, actually works tbh :) this made my skin so much clearer though, and it's the only skincare product i have tried from the range, i might try more later on, as i am sooo impressed with this product ^^


The Firmnator

this is from there SPA range, so it's the only blue soap and glory product i have tried, but i might try more from there spa range, and they also look so pretty and seem to be promising from the reviews i read on the official website, www.soapandglory.com but this OMFG! it actually works, and made my thighs less wobbly, which is an absolute miracle for this to happen, and made my bum firmer too LOL! i have quite a big bum so this helps tone it :)


SlimWear

also another firming/toning product i have tried from soap and glory, and this one i don't think it's as good as the firmnator, but i wouldn't say it's bad, i still used it all up! and it's good, but i would have to say out of the two i would definately purchase the firmnator over this any day, but hey! this could just be my opinion couldn't it, some people may love this product ^^ and i'm happy if it works for you, i really want to try out the Sit Tight one now, as many of the people who left reviews on that product seems to say how wonderful that product is for them :D


and that's all the products i have tried from soap and glory, i know it's not alot, but i am going to purchase other products from them and do other reviews and stuff on them, just because soap and glory is really starting to grow on me now ♡

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maymay
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i feel like i want to share what i am going through because if i don't write it down, i think i really am going to suffer more than i already am ~

back a few months ago, during the summer holidays when i went to stay around my cousin maggie's house, i started to get these nightmares, which i wish would just go away, i didn't pay much attention as i thought they was just nightmares and they will fade sooner or later anyways, well basically the nightmares i had then was always the same, up until now they are still the same, but slightliy different, theres a little girl, i have no idea who the little girl is, or what she looks like as i can't see her face, and theres other people around her these people have no faces, and it's strange it's not scary like in other nightmares i've had previously but its frightening and freaky, every person in the dream has no facial features, they have hair but thats about it, they're slightly blury aswell, i thought i was just stressing so i didn't pay much attention but when i went home things got worse, the nightmares have screams in them, screams of pain or agony, like someone is in desperate need of help, i keep waking up over that...
and before i knew it, i kept waking up at the same specific time around 3am-4am i would wake up, and i didn't even realize it until the 6th time that i never had enough sleep anymore, i hated this feeling, not only is it creepy to mention that i would wake up, but i would just sit there and do nothing... not going to the bathroom, getting a drink or anything just sitting there :/
that was when i decided to tell my parents the first time that i keep having nightmares, however they just said i probably watched too much horror movies or stressing out to much or something like that, i just said 'ok' but infact i knew that this wasn't the cause, i thought it was to do with stress and horror movies, but i had no stress at this time of day, and i haven't watched any horror movies in ages, plus these nightmares aren't murder bloody violence nightmares it's just.. mentally thrilling nightmares if that makes any sense at all. so i didn't tell my parents and started to look for an answer on the internet, i didn't get much of an answer, no one seems to have what i am having apart from the only answer was i was inviting darkness into my life like stories, horror movies, games and etc, but i don't read stories,or watched horror movie's let alone playing games, then another person said that they had this problem when they had symptons of mental illness or leading onto mental illness, but i know that's not the cause or well i don't think so, i still don't have the courage to go to the doctor and ask why :(
about 2 months ago i told my parents again and this time my mum thought of something even more ridiculous by putting these crosses in my bedroom as she thinks i am seeing things, which i don't know if it's true or not but the crosses don't seem to be working so i guess its not that either..
my mum took me to the buddhist temple one saturday to pray for peace and after that i have got to admit my nightmares have faded for a couple of weeks, but after 2 weeks or so the nightmares started to come back and this time they mumble words to me, i still can't understand what they're saying half the time since i always wake up, but they say things like 'leave us alone' or something like that, i can no longer tell my parents, since i don't want them to worry, the only person i have told is my cousin samantha, since i can tell her anything but i feel like dying inside of me since i can't express it out to anyone, i am scared to sleep, i'm scared to even close my eyes, because i don't want to have the nightmare, i don't know how to tell anyone this in person or even when my parents ask me 'have you had an nightmare lately' all i can say is 'no', i keep hearing things that aren't real, i stare out of space during a conversation or even when i'm walking, i'm so tired i can hardly open my eyes when i'm in school and i sometimes hallucinate things thats all probably due to the fact that i have lack of sleep, i feel like screaming out but i really can't and i really wanna tell my parents but i can't..


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omg, i haven't updated my blog in ages, and reading back, giving me so many memories, so thought i might write back, today is october 30th 2010, and nothing's happened, apart from the week that has just gone was my half term, and ahhh! i had no rest at all! had to stay up most nights finishing off homework, my graphics coursework took forever, and i still need to do part of my p.e btec booklet and my music coursework as well as practice my piece for piano :( soo much stress

but OMG! i have mock exams starting on november 22nd 2010, need to be revising so much now, and definately need to be going to after school revision classes! althought they are just my mock GCSE exams, they're not my real GCSE which means if i don't do well in these, i can still make a effort and improve my grades for the real exams, but i'm so scared that i won't pass my exams! i really want to go into sixth form, to be honest i don't really want to go to college, but i'm scared i might not pass, last year when i done my biology exams i got like a U and i don't expect miracles to happen and for me and i will get an A or even a B, because i am not good in biology, i think the most i would get is probably a B/C grade, but because i want to do pyschology (if i do get into sixth form) i will probably have to do biology aswell, and i can't do that without an A/A* but anyways, i have to get brilliant grades to be able to choose my subjects for sixth form in the first place :( which i'm scared i won't be able to do i also want to do maths, and to do maths in sixth form in my school is really hard to get into, you have to get at least a A/A* grade, which i'm sure my brother will help me, as he's really good in maths ^^ but then i have to pass the entrance exam, which i heard is REALLY hard, a student from previous years, got A* for maths and didn't pass the entrance exam, and the person couldn't get into sixth form o.O

oh and my form teacher since year 9 said he is leaving :| WITHOUT seeing us graduate, i mean how rude, and he's going to some school in dorset, where it's really rough apparently, one of my friends sarah started crying because of this LOL!

i also can't wait for the drama, 'Jungle fish 2' to air, it's gonna air this thursday starting at november 4th 2010, it's 8 episodes, *sighs* why can't it be longer :'( i have been looking forward for this mini drama for a LONG time, since september which was when it was originally scheduled, but was postponed to october 21st and postponed to the final date on november 4th :( hopefully it won't be postponed again, i love the synposis of the story, and especially T-ara's jiyeon will be in this drama, and reading some articles on sites, it says she's the main lead aswell ^^ YAYYYYY! further information she is paired with MBLAQ's lee joon ^^ what a sweet and refreshing couple, this is probably the main reason why i am so looking forward to this drama and hopefully i won't be dissapointed and MORE jiyeonxleejoon scenes ^^

i just finished watching the drama, 'Playful kiss' hopefully purchasing it on dvd soon, and same with 'King baker, kim tak gu' they're both really good dramas, which i can play over and over again! i had been looking forward to playful kiss for ages aswell, and i remember when the first episode aired on september 1st ^^, woahhhhh it seems like it was ages ago, time does go past fast :( and i wish it would slow down a bit, i also really enjoyed watching 'bad guy' and i love their OST, especially the song 'Sub title' is just beautiful! i've already played it over and over again for almost 800 or something, o.O! oh yeah i am also loving the current weekend korean drama, 'Flames of desire/flames of ambition' it's really good, a whole totally different story to king baker, kim tak gu, and the actors in it are all top actors! which is good ^^ and seo woo is in it aswell, i like her in cinderella's sister, but she is just amazing in this drama, unfortunately i can't watch the last two episodes which aired last week (that is subbed ofcourse) because viikii video's aren't working for me, although i can understand some korean, i won't be able to understand the whole episode, so i'm just going to be patient or get spoilers so i can watch the new episodes tomorrow or on monday, i know i know i should be studying.. STUDY MAY STUDY!!!!!

there is nothing on tv atm, which is why i am bothered to right this, i am just listening to tinie tempah's new song, it's like miami to ibiza or something like that LOL! theres like no movies on either :'(

it's halloween tomorrow, i still remember how our pumpkin got stolen last year, babo chavs! stealing someone's pumpkin, makes me sick! LOL joking, but seriously ? who would steal other people's pumpkins o.O god, do people these days really have nothing better to do with their life than taking people's pumpkins ? WTF! i bet they feel so cool ehhh ;)

hmm, what else, i don't think theres anything else i could say :/ ...
oh no wait there is, n-dubz are releasing their new song, 'GIRLS' tomorrow, on channel 4 11:20am, i will be asleep or going to wembley then but i recorded it, so it's fine ^^ i can't wait to listen to it though, as i am a HUGE n-dubz fan! and their new album is to be released in 30 days ^^ i can't wait! still need to stick my n-dubz poster on my wall though :/ i keep forgetting to do that ahhhhh! T_T

my daddy has promised to upgrade my phone to a blackberry when my contract runs out ^^ but that still ages away wawa, it ends on april 21st and thats LONG! i'm going to get the blackberry bold 9700, unless a new blackberry bold comes out, i don't know why, but i'm not so keen on the blackberry curve, so i know i want to get a blackberry bold, but not sure whether to purchase the white or black one, but by the time my contract runs out i bet i want a iphone, but they're quite expensive, so i might just wait till i'm older and i can earn my own money and then purchase it myself! i am also going to buy a luxaddiction case to make it look much prettier, and different from all my friends blackberry's, as blackberry's are so common now, i want to make mine individual, i think the main purpose of a blackberry for me is because of bbm, and other stuff aswell, but apparentlly blackberry's always have problems o.O hopefully by then, they will be able to improve on it ^^ ~

i feel so ill, have been for the entire week :( it's getting so cold, and i've got the worst cold and migrane ever right now
oh and i got a new kitten called 'sebastian' well it's 1 years old now ^^ sebz is ginger, and soooo cute!

byebye
maymay
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Monday: ~ i went to Westfield Shopping Centre in London, with my Mummy and Daddy ♥ and i went to Hollister to buy some stuff... went to eat some cake and ice cream ~ and then to M.A.C to buy some make-up and brushes as mine are getting quite worn out, then i went into boots but didn't buy anything although i wanted to buy a foundation but my parents rang me to hurry up so i couldn't test my right shade, so i would probably buy it another day when i'm in town, i love shopping at Westfield and looking at the village department and going into House Of Frazer ♥ oh and ofcourse Tiffany&Co, i am currently saving up for either a ring or necklace there ~ woohoo

Tuesday: it was my mummy's birthday but i felt so bad, or quite bad anyways because i forgot about it, and didn't even write her a card or give her anything... well my oldest brother gave her ALOT of money, so i suppose that would make her happy... i didn't get her anything for mothers day either O_O!! well later on me, my mummy and my daddy went to Borehamwood because my Daddy needed to go to the shop to do something and my mummy just wanted to go shopping so, so did i, i bought the GOSH velvet touch foundation primer, going to try it out and i HOPE it does not break me out or cause my irritating spots and acne scars to be any worse! i hate you maybelline dream matte mousse for doing this to my skin T_T oh and then at night me and my whole family went out to have dinner ^o^

Wednesday: i had a lie in, went out wayy too much this week and had hardly any sleep which made my skin break out more, and my eyes were just tired and blehhhhhhh just sleepy in other words, but today was WEDNESDAY! ♥ which means more Cinderella's Sister YAYY o^.^o ~ i couldn't watch it live stream as my internet explorer was not working for me :( and then player generally wouldn't work on mozilla firefox T_T so i had to dread so many boring hours waiting for it to be uploaded on bada or available to download on cashewmania ~

Thursday: didn't do much today either, just went out for a little bit to meet someone ~ but yeah it was a beautiful day aswell T_T huhu ~ so sad ~ wish i did go out now, i mean WHEN DO YOU ACTUALLY GET WEATHER SO GOOD IN THE UK! NEVER NOT EVEN IN SUMMER ~ grrr -_- that's why i hate living in the uk, don't mind it having shops close quite early, and not much shops that i like e.g. in shopping malls and stuff, i much prefer hong kong's street stuff, fashion and etc.. but i guess i'll live BUT THE WEATHER! i can't, one thing good is only it snows and i love snow but i love a warm hot summer too ¬_¬ oh and also it's thursday ~ which means more Cinderella's Sister ~ the soompi thread is moving soo fast YAYY! ^o^ and it's only been 4 episodes, this drama is soo popular and i'm loving it, but OMO! ~ TIME LEAP MUCH, 8 years now the story is going to start from and Moon Geun Young has cut her hair or some people say on soompi, they made a wig for her but still she has short hair, WTF! i want her old long hair back ~ T_T and AHHHH next week, taecyeon is appearing ♥

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maymay

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yeah babyyyy! it's the easter holidays now ^_^
which means, more sleep, more shopping, more days out and NO SCHOOL FOR TWO WEEKS, go me >.^
i'm bored today as theres no shops open as they're all closed =.=, but i guess i can stay on the computer for longer, reading about cinderella's sister on soompi forums. and watching the first 2 episodes over and over again, i will never get tired of it :)

i LOVE this drama, it's only been the first 2 episodes and i am hooked! i keep wanting more, and the OST in the drama is sooo sweet and lovely, like a fairytale sort of music you would get, i can not wait for Wednesday & Thursday's now because of this drama, there is going to be 20 episodes, i will be soo sad when the drama ends "/ THE WEEK IS GOING SOOOO SLOW, it seems like it's been ages since the last 2 episodes came out :(
MGY is sooo pretty, i remember watching her in autumn's tale/endless love, when i was a little girl on VCD as they didn't have DVD's back then, that's how long it's been and i was watching her role in the drama, i love that drama, it's one of my favourites of all times :) such a sweet and kind interesting drama i will never forget, i think it might of been my first ever korean drama actually, unless i watched another one when i was SOOOO little that i can't even remember, but yeah she's grown so pretty and her acting skills are amazing, CJM is so cute, his smile is too die for, and in episode 1 theres this chase scene of CJM and MGY and it's just sooo damn good, i keep repeating that part over and over again, one of the best scenes i have ever watched in any sort of dramas ^^ i think if there was a "Best Drama Scene Award" that should soooo win it, as everyone in the "Cinderella's Unni/Sister" soompi thread loves that scene too ^_^ ♥
the chase scene ♥♥♥
and SW is soo cute, everyone seems to hate her or critize her saying she's annoying and she looks retarded and tries "too" hard to be cute, but i think she portrays her role nicely, she is meant to be innocent and cute as she's cinderella, and she lost her mother at a young age i think its about 7, i would love to have a sister like her, she's soo adorable ^^ ~




the script/drama isn't about the typical cinderella story that we read about in fairytales and stuff, which would have been boring and this is different, so i guess thats the reason as to why i love this drama, it focus' on cinderella's unni/sister and her view point of her own life, instead of cinderella suffering (although she could suffer later on in the series) she has everything she wants, and she is protected by her father and other people around her, whereas MGY the sister suffers a hard life with her mother constantly going from one men to another, if the story goes along with the real cinderella story, HyoSun which is SW role's father would pass away and then maybe eunjo (MGY role)'s mother kangsook would turn evil towards Hyosun, or maybe she will continue being nice to hyosun, i don't know i would have to watch more episodes before i can make a suggestion on what will happen, but OMO!~ Taecyeon from 2PM is in this drama too, and he is the little fat kid from the beginning who loves his noona, soo cute, can not wait for his to appear, ^_^ i am getting so excited about this, and wish wednesday and thursday will just hurry up as i'm soo impatient! hehe ~

also, i bought a few new foundations, i will write that later on so hopefully when i'm older i will remember the foundation and maybe go back to it, as i quite like it ^^
and i bought the clinique anti-blemish 3 step, in 2 weeks time i will go back to clinique for a check-up, ^^ and i have been using it for 2 days, haven't noticed any difference "/ i really want clear skin so this was my only option left, i wanted to get the clinique 3 step solution but the lady at the counter suggested me to try this, i hope it works ^_^




byebye
maymay.
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well my day today was pretty shit :/
my music teacher had to shout at me, because i didn't go to my piano lessons, grr =.=
but to add on that i am feeling so ill and wasn't in the best mood considering i had a fight with a friend, FFS! ~
i swear she is forcing me to carry on doing music or something, wtf ? no i don't enjoy going to piano lessons, no i don't like to read music off notes, and NO I STILL WANT TO PLAY THE PIANO BUT NOT IN SCHOOL! i tried to say it as nice as i can ~ but nahhh, she seems like she totally ignored what i had said -_-'' and then she started going on about pressure in school or GCSE's to be honest i wasn't really paying attention to what she was saying, but i just nodded and agreed to whatever she said so she can just stop talking and putting me in a more badder mood, but i guess that was the wrong idea, as i had not known what half the things she said to me, she said she's going to tell my head of house, i guess she's going to say something about pressure in school.. oh thats great isn't it, and i bet they'll contact my parents, and my parents will be like ''what the hell may! your teacher *name* contacted me telling me you was upset in school ? and that you feel like you have loads of pressure on you ? it's not like we're forcing you OVERLY to do well and not get STRAIGHT A*'s in all subjects, even though that will be good as you can get into sixth form and a good university when your older, but WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL US ? IF YOUR UPSET YOU SHOULD COME TALK TO US ?" and i will be like "meh! *walks up to my room and locks it*" then they will be shouting if not i will be surprised saying something like actually i don't know how to say it in english but anyways just complaining and stuff basically.. then i will be like "GRRRRRR... (so angry at the music teacher and the other teacher for contacting my parents" then a few hours later, my mum will probably be coming up to my room and telling me to open the door so i would.. then she would keep on going on about it, then my dad will ring me and ask me whats wrong... then my mum will say "why was i upset" then i will be answering "oh no reason in particular" then she will be like "oh really, well i don't believe that" then we will probably have an argument and i will be texting people and turning up my music to cover her words... and then *the end* end of the day ^_^ but then the next morning it will repeat all over again until a few days when something new comes in....
see how much hassle this has caused and it's all their fault, no actually it's all THAT FRIEND'S fault for being in a fight and making me be in such a bad mood in the first place... o_O ~ then my piano teacher will probably ask other people about me and i will be like ''-_-'' and when i see him, he will say ''what was wrong'' then i will say ''nothing in particular'' then we will have a whole lesson on that, then we will have no time for my piano lesson, then i would miss a whole lesson, i swear i never learn anything there either! oh and then i would have to fix the problem with the friend which i bet is going to take a while and i haven't thought of how to fix it but it will come along if not, then oh wells :)

yes so this is the end of my story of how my life will come to a diaster once my music teacher tells my head of house whats happened... good luck to me to bear with it all ¬_¬

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maymay
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it's valentines day soon, ^w^
and on the same day, sunday 14th february 2010, it's also chinese new year ^_^ how good is that, oh and to top things up it's also the start of my half term aswell :) yayyy! ~

hmm, on my last blog i mentioned about 'Will it snow for christmas' and i finished watching it last week, i love that drama so much that i feel like watching it again, but unfortunately too much homework :(
the ending of it was alright, it is sort of a happy ending i guess ? but near the end it showed flashbacks with only pictures of the scene, i would of liked it if they showed the clip like the actual moving image instead of just pictures, thats the only thing that i didn't like about it, and i also wish to see what Kangjin and Jiwan is like later on, :) i hope they could make a special and tell us there happy life ~

<-- i love this picture of WISFC (L)

i'm up to episode 10 on RAW now on 'God of study' obviously i download the videos now as viikii is still pending for the license, haru2subs are officially subbing the drama, and they have subbed up to episode 5 now, episode 6 should be out soon though, oh and i just watched episode 11's preview, got a link off soompi as a member posted on it, there was like a short preview and a long 9 minutes of the first bit of episode 11 i think ... :| HJ/Jiyeon has short hair now wooohooo! she looks good with short and long hair, and i love her, she's my favourite in T-ARA/Tiara and the director of GOS did a good job of telling us about HJ's past :) episode 10 was focusing most on her, and i have to say that episode 10 was far the best and the most saddest episode ever :( i actually cried when i was watching that episode, and in the 9 minutes preview of episode 11 she still seems quite not herself ? in previous episodes she was really happy and bubbly now she's not ? i hope her character will regain her happiness soon as i like to watch happy HJ more than upset HJ ^_^ ~
Yoo seung ho & Park ji yeon, this scene actually made me cry so much, it was soo sweet :)


last week i recieved this really pretty necklace, its sooo cute and so nice aswell :) i absolutely love it, the chains a bit too long though and to be honest i'm not a big fan of long chains so i will have to buy a new silver chain tomorrow when i go into town ~ or get my mummy to buy me one, :)

(there both the same necklaces only one looks more blue than the other O_O)

OMO! ~ in borehamwood there was a stabbing/murder case, :| i think it was an failed attempted robbery, but now because of that scene and stuff, my mum and sort of dad but he's not sooooo much against it as my mum is, she's not letting me go alone to town now pfffftt! ¬_¬ ~ and i really need to go into town but i don't like going with them because they don't let me buy what i want, aka makeup and clothes, yes they don't really like me wearing makeup T_T and clothes because they say i have 'too many' which obviously i don't think i do, as i always struggle to find what to wear to chinese school :/

oh and also recieved a really lovely bracelet as well as a nice necklace, :) it's super duper cute aswell ^_^~ and i love it as much as i love my necklace yayyy! ~

<-- looks much nicer in real life and ignore my hand in this ^_^ ~

that's it for now,
byebye
maymay
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well i guess it is a good start to 2k10 so far, apart from music lessons and piano lesson's which pisses me off ==" but apart from that all is good, i mean we had snow days! beautiful lovely scenes, and what tops it up with snow falling from sky is drinking green tea whilst watching "will it snow for christmas?" i am like addicted to that drama, and that drama finishes next thursday :( wahh ~ hopefully something else good will be airing during the same time, i mean i still remember seeing it's first previews at the end of "you're beautiful" ending episodes, and i was like "OMO! ~ that looks good to watch *scribbles down the name onto a piece of paper*" i actually gave up on that drama when i first watched it i loved watching the young actors bit but once it showed the adults i turned off the whole show haha! up until one point i think i saw a youtube comment saying how good it was and recommends people to watch it, i decided to rewatch it again and to be honest i am SOOO GLAD I DID, because i love the drama, the story has lots of twists but i love it (L) "God of study" i remember seeing a title as this being an idol drama on allkpop, and that was when i first discovered this drama, it only interested me because of the cute uniform and plus cute actors and not to mention my favourite T-ara member, 'jiyeon' is in that ;) i am now on episode 6 and am watching raw videos ^^ i love this drama, i loved the japanese one and i love the korean one, this and WISFC is actually one of the reasons why i want the week to go quickly once it's friday HAHA XD because i want to watch more episodes, ;) but yes i am literally ADDICTED to GOS :) i always check for updates aswell on soompi >.^~
Park Ji Yeon! Hwaiting ^_^ ~ in set for god of study (i do not own this picture and got it off soompi).


i went shopping the other day and bought some 'eyeko' makeup after seeing many good reviews on them on youtube so i decided to try them out, and i ended up buying 5 products as they were on sale in superdrug, £1 for each eyeko product, the 3 in 1 normal cream (in pink container) is alright, use it as a highlighter would be too glittery to use as a moisturiser which is a shame or i mix it in with my moisturiser to create a base, the tinted cream i still haven't found out what to do with it yet as i haven't got a contour brush, angeled brush or a densed brush all mine are soft and they won't blend or work so unfortunately i can't find any good sides to it yet, but when i purchase a good brush which would probably be some time then hopefully i can use it as it looks amazing on the makeup guru's, i also got 2 fat balms, raspberry and mint i wanted the strawberry but they sold out :( the mint one smells so good to use as a lipbalm, i love it haven't really used the other one, and last of all i got the eyeko mascara (the one in the silver tube) i love it, although i have to mix in with a different mascara on top or under it's fine, because i haven't really found a mascara that works for me on its own anyways, this does the job but i won't say it's the 'best' and the most 'amazing' mascara i have ever tried before though :/~



putting the eyeko mascara i bought not long ago i am on a mascara hunt again, i wanted to try the maybelline sky high curves but they discontinued it :( it seemed so good aswell, and before it was i was planning to try it before but i never had time to, so i ended up not buying it and now i can't unless they restock it again ~ but i really want to get the lancome virtuose mascara as bubbi from bubzbeauty uses that and honestly most of the products she uses or suggests works amazing! or the lancome hypnose but on a youtube video i saw the eyelashes looked really thick and not much length ? i want one that does both and i heard YvesSaintLaurent(YSL) faux cils works good but it's quite expensive and also everyone says it dried up in about 2 months and that's no use to be honest, but i also heard loreal voluminous works just like YSL and its much cheaper but i'm not sure if it does as i went on boots site and there wasn't much reviews and when i was looking around i saw the max factor lash extension effect mascara, and i really want to try that out, as it seemed to give good length and also no7 extreme length however people on the reviews only like 2 or 3 said it didn't work but the rest said it was beautiful, so now i'm like confused on what to buy, but ahh i really want to get some new trainers aswell, ;) ~

that's it for now,
byebye
maymay
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Happy new year ~
some parts of the world are already in 2010, its NEW YEAR NOW XD
i don't understand why everyone writes, 'i hope 2010 will be a better year' my years are the same every year to be honest ~ :/

anyways i have nothing to blog about in memory i am going to write my favourite top 10 dramas ^^

1) Tree Of Heaven

what i liked about it: the story was sweet, and i loved the actors in it... the OST is soft and nice to listen to, the ending was very sad and touching and i have to say i have rewatched this drama the MOST, lee wan (LL)
What i didn't like about it: the fact that the ending was too sad, and there wasn't a happy ending, also i found the drama too short aswell :( wish it could go on for a bit longer... ~

2) Maou

what i liked about it: although i'm still watching the korean version, 'The Devil' i watched this one first, Maou is a good drama, and i absolutely love the acting in it, it's very addictive and i couldn't help but watch it over and over again, once again this drama has a sweet story and made me cry but not as much and has a good OST to it ^^
what i didn't like about it: i found the drama again too short >_<

3) You're Beautiful

what i liked about it: the story is like hana kimi/boys over flowers, abit thats what i think... but ofcourse different, i miss watching this drama waiting for another episode.. it was interesting and has some funny moments so it cheered me up on a sad day, the OST has some good songs but i don't like all of them, LEE HONG KI was in it aswell, and his role 'Jeremy' made me laugh so much, when he cried i cried along with him and his blonde hair in this definately rocks (Y) >.^ PARK SHIN HYE aswell ^^ was in Tree of heaven aswell, and the other casts ROCKS ;) i liked the cast and UEE aswell (L)
what i don't like about it: drama ended so quick good dramas should last longer, and i didn't like the ending, it seemed like a cliffhanger~ i wish there to be a season 2 ^^

4) IRIS

what i like about it: i liked this drama, the story about it, for some reason i like the plot of it that Hyun-Joon got abandoned and wanted to get revenge! kim tae-hee was in this, (L)
What i didn't like about it: too many deaths in this >_<

5) Akai Ito

what i like about it: i wish there was more sweet soft romantic dramas like this, THIS IS FAR THE BEST romantic drama i have watched :') the story was cute and well written, it was originally a cell phone novel then made into a drama, the drama is about drugs use and suicidle ~
what i don't like about it: had a weak ending in my own opinion :/

6) Full House

what i liked about it: Full house story is full of interesting, sad, funny and hilarious moments which is what i liked the most, oh and i ABSOLUTELY loved the OST its by far the best ~ Bi Rain is also in it which gives it an bonus ;) and generally i just liked everything about it, however i did not rewatch it many times though.~
what i didn't like about it: it's been a while since i last watched the whole thing so i can't remember the ending, but what i didn't like... hmm i don't think i can actually think of one for this ^^ ~

7) Stairway to heaven

what i liked about it: by FAR the best tear jerker out there to watch, this drama shed me to tears :'( after just watching the first episode such a good storyline and it's like 'Winter sonata' a bit how a character looses its memory and forgets their love... the younger parts were also played by the main roles in 'tree of heaven' ^^ ~
what i didn't like about it: it's too sad to watch, i cry buckets! and it makes my eyes all puffy, the OST is alright but not amazingly good ~

8) Shokojo Seira

what i liked about it: this drama, is the remake of the english film 'a little princess' which was my favourite film when i was younger, so i couldn't wait to watch this, i was impressed i liked this drama a lot but because of other dramas and school work i have lost track of watching this and i have not finished yet, but so far this drama seems like theres going to be some romance in it ~
what i don't like about it: i haven't finished this yet so i can't write what i like or don't like about this at the moment, will write again when i have ^^ ~

9) Momo Love

what i liked about it: momo love, i haven't finished this drama due to the same reason as 'shokojo seira' but when i have will write a full review, what i liked so far about it is that this story is a story you would refer as 'cute love' this also reminds me of a drama/movie but i can't place the name of whats it called :/ hmm ~
what i don't like about it: i haven't finished so i can't write full review, however i do like the cast but i wish they kept the original cast in as i would want to watch more GUILUN from Pi Li MIT.~

10) Boys Over Flowers

what i liked about it: BOF BOF BOF BOF (L) who doesn't like this drama, remake of japanese manga and drama 'Hana Yori Dango' and yes i watched HYD first, i liked that drama and i decided to watch BOF, i was hooked on and back in march/april/may it was my FAVOURITE drama, but now its old i have other dramas that have made this #10, the story goes on instead of 2 seasons like HYD it involves it all in one, i even LOVE the OST and right now it's still my top favourite OST so far, the song 'starlight tears' is such a sweet song i love listening to it, and because i was listening to that song and 'because i'm stupid' when i went to hong kong in april, it brings back so much memories (L)
what i don't like about it: what i didn't like about this though was that it was TOO LONG or maybe not to long but an episode was quite long aswell, each episode was very interesting though ~

well i think thats it now, :)
byebye
maymay
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Well I got my GCSE results on 25th August 2011, and seriously I did rubbish in my exams, I'm not even going to post what I got as they were absoluetly shit! I could have done so much better and I hate myself for not trying harder especially for my Religious Studies exam I was 1 or 2 marks off a B grade which pisses me off now that I have a C grade for RS -_-" ~

and well basically I thought I couldn't get accepted into my school's sixth form since they needed 5A*'s-B's and I thought I only had 4A*'s-B's so I gutted and had to apply for my college sixth form where I could do my a-levels there since they needed 6A*'s-C's which obviously I had achieved that. But apparently my D grade for btec p.e meant a distinction which makes out another A grade so techniqually I do have 5A*'s-B's but the problem was by the time I found out I already enrolled into the college and at the same time the head of sixth form of this other school which I emailed them asking them if they have space emailed me back telling me that I have a space for me to do my AS level subjects but by the time I got the email, again I had already enrolled into college, so I was annoyed by that, since I wanted to stay in sixth form as all my friends were there and I knew the teachers better and everything but now I had to go to this sixth form college at oaklands in st albans and I knew no one from my school there, though there were some graduaters from my school two years ago, but no one in my year is doing a level's at oaklands college this year... o.O which means I'm a loner here now.

that's the story of how and why I enrolled to oaklands, and I had my induction day today. for me it's hard to meet new people as I am really shy when it means to get talking to other people... but when I get to know someone I can be the loudest person on earth, weird right? I got to meet some new people I guess, there were these two girls, they were really nice and friendly but they're both doing all sciences which are from a different campus to which I am from as I am doing AS level english language, mathematics, economics and accounts... lets just hope I can cope with all the work. >.<
I'm sure I will probably meet new people who's on my campus and is in my classes and stuff but still I don't even know where to go on Thursday when I get my timetable, guess I would have to email them. but seriously they should at least tell us right? or maybe they did and I was probably staring out the window or something.
I guess I could always travel on the campus bus to see the friends I made today though. I'm so nervous about my two years here, I just hope I get good results in august and meet more people.

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may
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I seriously have loved watching Dream High, the korean drama, it was daebak! and once I saw the drama, I instantly fell in love with the 'K necklace' in which was passed from one character to another to give that person confidence, it was so unique and pretty I just loved it, however i couldn't find it anywhere, :( and even if it was available it was very expensive as that was the original, being not able to afford something that expensive as my parents would refuse to buy it even if I had the money as they will say 'It's a waste of money' *sighs* i finally found a replica of the necklace when I was looking through the same website as the 49 days teardrop necklace i purchased and dun dun dunnnn! i found it ^^ i was so happy, so i begged my parents to buy it for me, which they did :') my parents are pretty amazing aren't they... well at times



the pictures aren't very good quality :'( need a better camera seriously, but what do we expect from a non dslr camera hahaha! anyways back to the necklace, I'm not sure what size this is, as it only comes in one size at tofebruary, but it's pretty big so I would maybe say medium-large ^o^ it's quite heavy so that's a good thing, but it's not too heavy that would hurt your neck when your wearing it.
the only concern I have with this is the K bit, seems to have a lot of pattern on it :S or maybe it's meant to be like that I don't know, but it looks pretty anyways, and as a Replica for $25 what can I say, it's not like I can complain as it's not the original ^^

byebye
may
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As much as i loved the korean drama 49 days, I was never really interested into getting the 'teardrop' necklace that was used in the drama, only because of the price was so expensive, so when replica versions of this necklace was starting to be released out, i started to take notice of the necklace. I first saw it on several blogs that was selling this, but i never really trusted blog sellers for some reason? but that's just my own preference, and i know some blog or most are trustworthy ^w^. so i started to search on google for the necklace and came across a video by 'ToFebruary' and realised they sold the no tears version of the necklace on their website;
heres a the website the to the youtube video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S-xPzlUv1Jg
link to the necklace: http://www.tofebruary.com/index.php?main_page=product_info&cPath=8&products_id=713

they also sell the one tear version now, but that wasn't on the website when i purchased mine ^^

here's some pictures of the necklace i recieved this morning :3



the necklace came inside this little silver box, with a silver string/rope thing tied in a bow, but i took that off and threw it in the bin



A picture of the necklace, eeeeeeek, it's so pretty! i'm in love with it already ♡

byebye
may
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wow, i haven't written an update on my life for a long time, so i think i'm going to, just incase i forget later on, and i was inspired after reading my everyday life diary journals, which i found myself no longer writing ~_~, but yay! i'm going to start writing again either on my blog or on a classical diary notebook for my private matters that i don't want to be public ◕‿◕

School life: Finished all my GCSE exam's last week, now i am DREADING results day which has been decided for year 11 2011's students that it will be on August 25th, i think this day is the day i jump off a bridge OR the day i run away to another country before my family finds me and hunts me down, i know it might seem ages away till i get my results but seriously i don't think it's long at all, it will be here in a blink of an eye, and i am SOOOOO scared it's unreal, never been this scared for my entire life, if i don't get 5 b's at least i won't be able to stay into sixth form in my current school, i mean seriously! what kinds of school needs 5 b's to stay on? okay, maybe some do across the uk, but still a lot of school i know requires 5 c's it's like wtf? Queens' definately has too much of an expectation from their students, i hope they will realise one day that they should STOP being this ridiculous... fair enough with the uniform, you want them to look smart but omg, the price of the new skirt aka the kilt, is something between £25-35! we are NOT posh people, and i can guarantee you, that not everyone can afford a skirt that expensive! maybe they should wake up to know that not everyone has a good job and is well paid, oh and majority of the students are from bushey and watford, as it's located in that area, we're not a private school so lower down the price, it's ridiculous and it's ugly, that's another reason why people would be hesitant to purchase it! thank god i don't have to wear it though! and the 5 b's, Queens' your standards are too high, lower it back to 5 c's unless you want us students to commit suicide if we don't pass -.-

Prom: my prom is on monday 4th july, and being honest, i am looking forward to it but i'm not as well at the same time, :/ just i can't be bothered to go i guess, and i know everyone is going to be so happy and stuff, i will be too! but i don't see the whole big fuss? i'm meant to be excited right? well i hope it turns out good then that day ^w^ i will post some pictures up if i take any ~

Relationships: well, not going to say anything on this one keke ~ ◕‿-

Friendships: i guess friendships are good, nothing really big happening for the mean time, i think i would miss my friends when we all leave, actually we have all left right now >w< ~ but you know what i mean when we have started our new lives, elsewhere and especially if i don't get into sixth form i am 1) screwed with my parents killing me and if i survive 2) i would go to college? maybe? so i would miss my friends, being honest i don't want to go to college, college is no way as good as sixth form, but no can do if i can't get in can we *sigh* why can't i be the clever students for once, this sucks! oh and i have my college interview on the 13th july, i have no idea what to do in a college interview o.O" i'm scared i won't pass the interview? if we do pass or not pass, i have no idea, i only got an email about it yesterday >w<" lets hope i do good then! aigoo, i wish i applied to more sixth forms instead of colleges, :'( but no can do, unless i wait next year which really is not what i want to do, T_T HWAITING! ~

byebye
may xxx
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i haven't written a blogpost in like ages, so i thought i might write one...
i have been so busy with my GCSE exams, and i have two more exams left (stupid history exams -_-) why do exams have to be super duper hard T_T, i hate this! and the fact that i did rubbish in my previous other exams too, especially my graphics exam, which i failed so bad, and no matter what people say that i have probably done really well or something, i know for a fact that i failed it badly! I'm the one that took the exam, so i know for myself how well i have done, and if i done well i would know it and admit i done pretty well, but i missed out quite a lot of questions and i probably got some of the questions wrong anyways! and my design wasn't exactly the best design and i ran out of time to colour in my design however i did do like sort of symbol keys of what colours the final design will be like... but still i would loose so many marks on that!
I am not hoping that i will be able to do product design in sixth form anymore, because that just flew out of the window, I'm not expecting A* like i did in my mock exam *sighs* why did maths and graphics have to be on the same day, i spent so much revising for maths and i hardly revised for graphics, this is why i protest having two exams on the same day, it's just not fair!!! I'm probably predicting i got a D or an E overall! yes that is bad compared to my A* mock result T_T should've been sick after my maths exam instead >.<....
In times like this, we all wish for a time machine so i can go back to may 16th and retake my first english exam, and all my exams! i probably won't even be able to get into sixth form as i feel i did so shit in all my exams >.<

byebye
maymay xxx
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as you all know the japan earthquake and tsunami that took place in japan on march 11th in the afternoon, when i was in school i was devastating to hear this as it's heartbreaking to know this would happen to these poor citizens, and seeing the clips during form time on BBC news and when i came back home straight after school and watching the news, it just brought me to tears seeing all those footages of japan being destroyed ~ add more notes

i went shopping at www.facial-shop.com a couple of weeks ago and purchased some stuff as i really wanted to try out some beauty cosmetics and skincare items, and see if koreans really do have perfect skin because of their skincare products ? i also bought some bb creams in which one was actually not purchased on the website but in a store located in london ^^ ~ and would be posting up a review on those soon ~
i got 3 items (will order more when i have more money tehe)

1) Laneige Multi Cleanser

i really like this cleanser, it cleanses my skin brilliantly, but everyone raves about it for removing their makeup ? well that didn't really work for me, as when i used further toner after washing my face after school i could see the makeup still on there, and it also gets into my eyes when i'm trying to scrub off the mascara off my eyes.. which didn't quite work, but it did a pretty decent job, so for me i will probably use this as my morning cleanser and stick with my neutrogena makeup cleanser to remove my makeup at the end of the day, however it does leave your skin squeaky clean which i like, and has definately helped heal my skin alot, THANK YOU LANEIGE! ♥

rate: 4.5/5

2) Laneige pore minimizing pack

this product smells soo good! and i am terrible at describing smells but it smells fresh but fruity like citrus ? i don't know it's hard to describe.. well for me that is, but it's a nice decent smell ^_^ ~ and so this is like a mask, and helps minimize your pore, and OMG! THIS IS LIKE HEAVEN! it works sooo good and actually something that helps minimize my pores, unlike other products i have tried that claimed they would but never does, i use this once a week, and i have been using for around 2 weeks now and i can see a huge difference paired with the laneige multi cleanser, my skin has never looked this good before

i also purchased two bb creams from skin79, the super+ triple function bb cream (hot pink) and the oriental gold bb cream, i will do a review on the two seperately once i have tried it out for longer for about a month to see if it works ~

i am also planning to get other laneige stuff to try out and other skincare items as well as different bb creams, such as like missha perfect cover, and i am also really interested in trying lioele (well lets dream on until we save up for some money or when i go back to hong kong ehh ¬_¬) i will also see if china town stocks my beauty diary face masks and the laneige snow crystal dual foundation which i have been dying to try out! i will be next going to china town in easter, THATS SOO EFFING LONG >_<""""

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maymay
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ahhhhh, i'm in love... with SOAP AND GLORY PRODUCTS, they have such amazingly cute packaging, which is probably what draws me into them even more, and like omfg! FINALLY, a brand in the uk (made by the uk) which is absoluetly amazing, well.. i guess lush is amazing too and the body shop, but yeah there packaging isn't that cute, i mean it's PINK! matches my room perfectly ^^

i love it so much, that i'm going to dedicate a whole blog entry onto the products! ^^

Glam-A-Lot soft and sexy fragrant body spray


the smell is sooooo nice, and sexuallllll ;) definately makes you feel amazing and it's so different to other perfumes i have tried, and i love this one! it lasts a fairly long time too ^^ which is a plus, i can say this is better than some really expensive perfume's i have used, which is great because this is fairly cheap from boots, definately affordable :D


Mist You Madly a flirty floral fragrant body spray

this is sooooo different from the glam-a-lot it's less powering and is much lighter which is great for everyday use, i'm definately going to be wearing this to school after i have ran out of my britney spears 'midnight fantasy' perfume, which is also one of my love and favourite perfumes from her range ^^ i must say i prefer this body spray to glam-a-lot as i find it's more sweeter and more wearable, in my opinion


Clean, Girls

this is the BEST shower/body wash ever! i have always been a person who loves bathing products and i love just having to sit in a bath and relax after a stressful day at school or with homework and all the studying which is driving me mad! so this is great to actually just wash yourself and make yourself feel so beautiful after a shower/bath :) i tend to have baths more than showers, just because it's winter and showers just make me feel horrible and cold, tehe >.^
it's also scented with Mist You Madly fragrance, which is even better! i swear i am actually addicted to this product, this is far my favourite product from soap and glory ever :)))))


Scrub Your Nose In It

i use this when i feel like my pores are all clogged up, or when i feel like my skin needs a deep clean, this seems to work, especially if i leave it in as a 3 minute mask, which is what i tend to do, and this makes a different to my skin, not so sure about the blemish preventing though :/ but i haven't really found a product even high end products which claim to do that, actually works tbh :) this made my skin so much clearer though, and it's the only skincare product i have tried from the range, i might try more later on, as i am sooo impressed with this product ^^


The Firmnator

this is from there SPA range, so it's the only blue soap and glory product i have tried, but i might try more from there spa range, and they also look so pretty and seem to be promising from the reviews i read on the official website, www.soapandglory.com but this OMFG! it actually works, and made my thighs less wobbly, which is an absolute miracle for this to happen, and made my bum firmer too LOL! i have quite a big bum so this helps tone it :)


SlimWear

also another firming/toning product i have tried from soap and glory, and this one i don't think it's as good as the firmnator, but i wouldn't say it's bad, i still used it all up! and it's good, but i would have to say out of the two i would definately purchase the firmnator over this any day, but hey! this could just be my opinion couldn't it, some people may love this product ^^ and i'm happy if it works for you, i really want to try out the Sit Tight one now, as many of the people who left reviews on that product seems to say how wonderful that product is for them :D


and that's all the products i have tried from soap and glory, i know it's not alot, but i am going to purchase other products from them and do other reviews and stuff on them, just because soap and glory is really starting to grow on me now ♡

byebye
maymay
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i feel like i want to share what i am going through because if i don't write it down, i think i really am going to suffer more than i already am ~

back a few months ago, during the summer holidays when i went to stay around my cousin maggie's house, i started to get these nightmares, which i wish would just go away, i didn't pay much attention as i thought they was just nightmares and they will fade sooner or later anyways, well basically the nightmares i had then was always the same, up until now they are still the same, but slightliy different, theres a little girl, i have no idea who the little girl is, or what she looks like as i can't see her face, and theres other people around her these people have no faces, and it's strange it's not scary like in other nightmares i've had previously but its frightening and freaky, every person in the dream has no facial features, they have hair but thats about it, they're slightly blury aswell, i thought i was just stressing so i didn't pay much attention but when i went home things got worse, the nightmares have screams in them, screams of pain or agony, like someone is in desperate need of help, i keep waking up over that...
and before i knew it, i kept waking up at the same specific time around 3am-4am i would wake up, and i didn't even realize it until the 6th time that i never had enough sleep anymore, i hated this feeling, not only is it creepy to mention that i would wake up, but i would just sit there and do nothing... not going to the bathroom, getting a drink or anything just sitting there :/
that was when i decided to tell my parents the first time that i keep having nightmares, however they just said i probably watched too much horror movies or stressing out to much or something like that, i just said 'ok' but infact i knew that this wasn't the cause, i thought it was to do with stress and horror movies, but i had no stress at this time of day, and i haven't watched any horror movies in ages, plus these nightmares aren't murder bloody violence nightmares it's just.. mentally thrilling nightmares if that makes any sense at all. so i didn't tell my parents and started to look for an answer on the internet, i didn't get much of an answer, no one seems to have what i am having apart from the only answer was i was inviting darkness into my life like stories, horror movies, games and etc, but i don't read stories,or watched horror movie's let alone playing games, then another person said that they had this problem when they had symptons of mental illness or leading onto mental illness, but i know that's not the cause or well i don't think so, i still don't have the courage to go to the doctor and ask why :(
about 2 months ago i told my parents again and this time my mum thought of something even more ridiculous by putting these crosses in my bedroom as she thinks i am seeing things, which i don't know if it's true or not but the crosses don't seem to be working so i guess its not that either..
my mum took me to the buddhist temple one saturday to pray for peace and after that i have got to admit my nightmares have faded for a couple of weeks, but after 2 weeks or so the nightmares started to come back and this time they mumble words to me, i still can't understand what they're saying half the time since i always wake up, but they say things like 'leave us alone' or something like that, i can no longer tell my parents, since i don't want them to worry, the only person i have told is my cousin samantha, since i can tell her anything but i feel like dying inside of me since i can't express it out to anyone, i am scared to sleep, i'm scared to even close my eyes, because i don't want to have the nightmare, i don't know how to tell anyone this in person or even when my parents ask me 'have you had an nightmare lately' all i can say is 'no', i keep hearing things that aren't real, i stare out of space during a conversation or even when i'm walking, i'm so tired i can hardly open my eyes when i'm in school and i sometimes hallucinate things thats all probably due to the fact that i have lack of sleep, i feel like screaming out but i really can't and i really wanna tell my parents but i can't..


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omg, i haven't updated my blog in ages, and reading back, giving me so many memories, so thought i might write back, today is october 30th 2010, and nothing's happened, apart from the week that has just gone was my half term, and ahhh! i had no rest at all! had to stay up most nights finishing off homework, my graphics coursework took forever, and i still need to do part of my p.e btec booklet and my music coursework as well as practice my piece for piano :( soo much stress

but OMG! i have mock exams starting on november 22nd 2010, need to be revising so much now, and definately need to be going to after school revision classes! althought they are just my mock GCSE exams, they're not my real GCSE which means if i don't do well in these, i can still make a effort and improve my grades for the real exams, but i'm so scared that i won't pass my exams! i really want to go into sixth form, to be honest i don't really want to go to college, but i'm scared i might not pass, last year when i done my biology exams i got like a U and i don't expect miracles to happen and for me and i will get an A or even a B, because i am not good in biology, i think the most i would get is probably a B/C grade, but because i want to do pyschology (if i do get into sixth form) i will probably have to do biology aswell, and i can't do that without an A/A* but anyways, i have to get brilliant grades to be able to choose my subjects for sixth form in the first place :( which i'm scared i won't be able to do i also want to do maths, and to do maths in sixth form in my school is really hard to get into, you have to get at least a A/A* grade, which i'm sure my brother will help me, as he's really good in maths ^^ but then i have to pass the entrance exam, which i heard is REALLY hard, a student from previous years, got A* for maths and didn't pass the entrance exam, and the person couldn't get into sixth form o.O

oh and my form teacher since year 9 said he is leaving :| WITHOUT seeing us graduate, i mean how rude, and he's going to some school in dorset, where it's really rough apparently, one of my friends sarah started crying because of this LOL!

i also can't wait for the drama, 'Jungle fish 2' to air, it's gonna air this thursday starting at november 4th 2010, it's 8 episodes, *sighs* why can't it be longer :'( i have been looking forward for this mini drama for a LONG time, since september which was when it was originally scheduled, but was postponed to october 21st and postponed to the final date on november 4th :( hopefully it won't be postponed again, i love the synposis of the story, and especially T-ara's jiyeon will be in this drama, and reading some articles on sites, it says she's the main lead aswell ^^ YAYYYYY! further information she is paired with MBLAQ's lee joon ^^ what a sweet and refreshing couple, this is probably the main reason why i am so looking forward to this drama and hopefully i won't be dissapointed and MORE jiyeonxleejoon scenes ^^

i just finished watching the drama, 'Playful kiss' hopefully purchasing it on dvd soon, and same with 'King baker, kim tak gu' they're both really good dramas, which i can play over and over again! i had been looking forward to playful kiss for ages aswell, and i remember when the first episode aired on september 1st ^^, woahhhhh it seems like it was ages ago, time does go past fast :( and i wish it would slow down a bit, i also really enjoyed watching 'bad guy' and i love their OST, especially the song 'Sub title' is just beautiful! i've already played it over and over again for almost 800 or something, o.O! oh yeah i am also loving the current weekend korean drama, 'Flames of desire/flames of ambition' it's really good, a whole totally different story to king baker, kim tak gu, and the actors in it are all top actors! which is good ^^ and seo woo is in it aswell, i like her in cinderella's sister, but she is just amazing in this drama, unfortunately i can't watch the last two episodes which aired last week (that is subbed ofcourse) because viikii video's aren't working for me, although i can understand some korean, i won't be able to understand the whole episode, so i'm just going to be patient or get spoilers so i can watch the new episodes tomorrow or on monday, i know i know i should be studying.. STUDY MAY STUDY!!!!!

there is nothing on tv atm, which is why i am bothered to right this, i am just listening to tinie tempah's new song, it's like miami to ibiza or something like that LOL! theres like no movies on either :'(

it's halloween tomorrow, i still remember how our pumpkin got stolen last year, babo chavs! stealing someone's pumpkin, makes me sick! LOL joking, but seriously ? who would steal other people's pumpkins o.O god, do people these days really have nothing better to do with their life than taking people's pumpkins ? WTF! i bet they feel so cool ehhh ;)

hmm, what else, i don't think theres anything else i could say :/ ...
oh no wait there is, n-dubz are releasing their new song, 'GIRLS' tomorrow, on channel 4 11:20am, i will be asleep or going to wembley then but i recorded it, so it's fine ^^ i can't wait to listen to it though, as i am a HUGE n-dubz fan! and their new album is to be released in 30 days ^^ i can't wait! still need to stick my n-dubz poster on my wall though :/ i keep forgetting to do that ahhhhh! T_T

my daddy has promised to upgrade my phone to a blackberry when my contract runs out ^^ but that still ages away wawa, it ends on april 21st and thats LONG! i'm going to get the blackberry bold 9700, unless a new blackberry bold comes out, i don't know why, but i'm not so keen on the blackberry curve, so i know i want to get a blackberry bold, but not sure whether to purchase the white or black one, but by the time my contract runs out i bet i want a iphone, but they're quite expensive, so i might just wait till i'm older and i can earn my own money and then purchase it myself! i am also going to buy a luxaddiction case to make it look much prettier, and different from all my friends blackberry's, as blackberry's are so common now, i want to make mine individual, i think the main purpose of a blackberry for me is because of bbm, and other stuff aswell, but apparentlly blackberry's always have problems o.O hopefully by then, they will be able to improve on it ^^ ~

i feel so ill, have been for the entire week :( it's getting so cold, and i've got the worst cold and migrane ever right now
oh and i got a new kitten called 'sebastian' well it's 1 years old now ^^ sebz is ginger, and soooo cute!

byebye
maymay
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Monday: ~ i went to Westfield Shopping Centre in London, with my Mummy and Daddy ♥ and i went to Hollister to buy some stuff... went to eat some cake and ice cream ~ and then to M.A.C to buy some make-up and brushes as mine are getting quite worn out, then i went into boots but didn't buy anything although i wanted to buy a foundation but my parents rang me to hurry up so i couldn't test my right shade, so i would probably buy it another day when i'm in town, i love shopping at Westfield and looking at the village department and going into House Of Frazer ♥ oh and ofcourse Tiffany&Co, i am currently saving up for either a ring or necklace there ~ woohoo

Tuesday: it was my mummy's birthday but i felt so bad, or quite bad anyways because i forgot about it, and didn't even write her a card or give her anything... well my oldest brother gave her ALOT of money, so i suppose that would make her happy... i didn't get her anything for mothers day either O_O!! well later on me, my mummy and my daddy went to Borehamwood because my Daddy needed to go to the shop to do something and my mummy just wanted to go shopping so, so did i, i bought the GOSH velvet touch foundation primer, going to try it out and i HOPE it does not break me out or cause my irritating spots and acne scars to be any worse! i hate you maybelline dream matte mousse for doing this to my skin T_T oh and then at night me and my whole family went out to have dinner ^o^

Wednesday: i had a lie in, went out wayy too much this week and had hardly any sleep which made my skin break out more, and my eyes were just tired and blehhhhhhh just sleepy in other words, but today was WEDNESDAY! ♥ which means more Cinderella's Sister YAYY o^.^o ~ i couldn't watch it live stream as my internet explorer was not working for me :( and then player generally wouldn't work on mozilla firefox T_T so i had to dread so many boring hours waiting for it to be uploaded on bada or available to download on cashewmania ~

Thursday: didn't do much today either, just went out for a little bit to meet someone ~ but yeah it was a beautiful day aswell T_T huhu ~ so sad ~ wish i did go out now, i mean WHEN DO YOU ACTUALLY GET WEATHER SO GOOD IN THE UK! NEVER NOT EVEN IN SUMMER ~ grrr -_- that's why i hate living in the uk, don't mind it having shops close quite early, and not much shops that i like e.g. in shopping malls and stuff, i much prefer hong kong's street stuff, fashion and etc.. but i guess i'll live BUT THE WEATHER! i can't, one thing good is only it snows and i love snow but i love a warm hot summer too ¬_¬ oh and also it's thursday ~ which means more Cinderella's Sister ~ the soompi thread is moving soo fast YAYY! ^o^ and it's only been 4 episodes, this drama is soo popular and i'm loving it, but OMO! ~ TIME LEAP MUCH, 8 years now the story is going to start from and Moon Geun Young has cut her hair or some people say on soompi, they made a wig for her but still she has short hair, WTF! i want her old long hair back ~ T_T and AHHHH next week, taecyeon is appearing ♥

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maymay

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yeah babyyyy! it's the easter holidays now ^_^
which means, more sleep, more shopping, more days out and NO SCHOOL FOR TWO WEEKS, go me >.^
i'm bored today as theres no shops open as they're all closed =.=, but i guess i can stay on the computer for longer, reading about cinderella's sister on soompi forums. and watching the first 2 episodes over and over again, i will never get tired of it :)

i LOVE this drama, it's only been the first 2 episodes and i am hooked! i keep wanting more, and the OST in the drama is sooo sweet and lovely, like a fairytale sort of music you would get, i can not wait for Wednesday & Thursday's now because of this drama, there is going to be 20 episodes, i will be soo sad when the drama ends "/ THE WEEK IS GOING SOOOO SLOW, it seems like it's been ages since the last 2 episodes came out :(
MGY is sooo pretty, i remember watching her in autumn's tale/endless love, when i was a little girl on VCD as they didn't have DVD's back then, that's how long it's been and i was watching her role in the drama, i love that drama, it's one of my favourites of all times :) such a sweet and kind interesting drama i will never forget, i think it might of been my first ever korean drama actually, unless i watched another one when i was SOOOO little that i can't even remember, but yeah she's grown so pretty and her acting skills are amazing, CJM is so cute, his smile is too die for, and in episode 1 theres this chase scene of CJM and MGY and it's just sooo damn good, i keep repeating that part over and over again, one of the best scenes i have ever watched in any sort of dramas ^^ i think if there was a "Best Drama Scene Award" that should soooo win it, as everyone in the "Cinderella's Unni/Sister" soompi thread loves that scene too ^_^ ♥
the chase scene ♥♥♥
and SW is soo cute, everyone seems to hate her or critize her saying she's annoying and she looks retarded and tries "too" hard to be cute, but i think she portrays her role nicely, she is meant to be innocent and cute as she's cinderella, and she lost her mother at a young age i think its about 7, i would love to have a sister like her, she's soo adorable ^^ ~




the script/drama isn't about the typical cinderella story that we read about in fairytales and stuff, which would have been boring and this is different, so i guess thats the reason as to why i love this drama, it focus' on cinderella's unni/sister and her view point of her own life, instead of cinderella suffering (although she could suffer later on in the series) she has everything she wants, and she is protected by her father and other people around her, whereas MGY the sister suffers a hard life with her mother constantly going from one men to another, if the story goes along with the real cinderella story, HyoSun which is SW role's father would pass away and then maybe eunjo (MGY role)'s mother kangsook would turn evil towards Hyosun, or maybe she will continue being nice to hyosun, i don't know i would have to watch more episodes before i can make a suggestion on what will happen, but OMO!~ Taecyeon from 2PM is in this drama too, and he is the little fat kid from the beginning who loves his noona, soo cute, can not wait for his to appear, ^_^ i am getting so excited about this, and wish wednesday and thursday will just hurry up as i'm soo impatient! hehe ~

also, i bought a few new foundations, i will write that later on so hopefully when i'm older i will remember the foundation and maybe go back to it, as i quite like it ^^
and i bought the clinique anti-blemish 3 step, in 2 weeks time i will go back to clinique for a check-up, ^^ and i have been using it for 2 days, haven't noticed any difference "/ i really want clear skin so this was my only option left, i wanted to get the clinique 3 step solution but the lady at the counter suggested me to try this, i hope it works ^_^




byebye
maymay.
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well my day today was pretty shit :/
my music teacher had to shout at me, because i didn't go to my piano lessons, grr =.=
but to add on that i am feeling so ill and wasn't in the best mood considering i had a fight with a friend, FFS! ~
i swear she is forcing me to carry on doing music or something, wtf ? no i don't enjoy going to piano lessons, no i don't like to read music off notes, and NO I STILL WANT TO PLAY THE PIANO BUT NOT IN SCHOOL! i tried to say it as nice as i can ~ but nahhh, she seems like she totally ignored what i had said -_-'' and then she started going on about pressure in school or GCSE's to be honest i wasn't really paying attention to what she was saying, but i just nodded and agreed to whatever she said so she can just stop talking and putting me in a more badder mood, but i guess that was the wrong idea, as i had not known what half the things she said to me, she said she's going to tell my head of house, i guess she's going to say something about pressure in school.. oh thats great isn't it, and i bet they'll contact my parents, and my parents will be like ''what the hell may! your teacher *name* contacted me telling me you was upset in school ? and that you feel like you have loads of pressure on you ? it's not like we're forcing you OVERLY to do well and not get STRAIGHT A*'s in all subjects, even though that will be good as you can get into sixth form and a good university when your older, but WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL US ? IF YOUR UPSET YOU SHOULD COME TALK TO US ?" and i will be like "meh! *walks up to my room and locks it*" then they will be shouting if not i will be surprised saying something like actually i don't know how to say it in english but anyways just complaining and stuff basically.. then i will be like "GRRRRRR... (so angry at the music teacher and the other teacher for contacting my parents" then a few hours later, my mum will probably be coming up to my room and telling me to open the door so i would.. then she would keep on going on about it, then my dad will ring me and ask me whats wrong... then my mum will say "why was i upset" then i will be answering "oh no reason in particular" then she will be like "oh really, well i don't believe that" then we will probably have an argument and i will be texting people and turning up my music to cover her words... and then *the end* end of the day ^_^ but then the next morning it will repeat all over again until a few days when something new comes in....
see how much hassle this has caused and it's all their fault, no actually it's all THAT FRIEND'S fault for being in a fight and making me be in such a bad mood in the first place... o_O ~ then my piano teacher will probably ask other people about me and i will be like ''-_-'' and when i see him, he will say ''what was wrong'' then i will say ''nothing in particular'' then we will have a whole lesson on that, then we will have no time for my piano lesson, then i would miss a whole lesson, i swear i never learn anything there either! oh and then i would have to fix the problem with the friend which i bet is going to take a while and i haven't thought of how to fix it but it will come along if not, then oh wells :)

yes so this is the end of my story of how my life will come to a diaster once my music teacher tells my head of house whats happened... good luck to me to bear with it all ¬_¬

byebye
maymay
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it's valentines day soon, ^w^
and on the same day, sunday 14th february 2010, it's also chinese new year ^_^ how good is that, oh and to top things up it's also the start of my half term aswell :) yayyy! ~

hmm, on my last blog i mentioned about 'Will it snow for christmas' and i finished watching it last week, i love that drama so much that i feel like watching it again, but unfortunately too much homework :(
the ending of it was alright, it is sort of a happy ending i guess ? but near the end it showed flashbacks with only pictures of the scene, i would of liked it if they showed the clip like the actual moving image instead of just pictures, thats the only thing that i didn't like about it, and i also wish to see what Kangjin and Jiwan is like later on, :) i hope they could make a special and tell us there happy life ~

<-- i love this picture of WISFC (L)

i'm up to episode 10 on RAW now on 'God of study' obviously i download the videos now as viikii is still pending for the license, haru2subs are officially subbing the drama, and they have subbed up to episode 5 now, episode 6 should be out soon though, oh and i just watched episode 11's preview, got a link off soompi as a member posted on it, there was like a short preview and a long 9 minutes of the first bit of episode 11 i think ... :| HJ/Jiyeon has short hair now wooohooo! she looks good with short and long hair, and i love her, she's my favourite in T-ARA/Tiara and the director of GOS did a good job of telling us about HJ's past :) episode 10 was focusing most on her, and i have to say that episode 10 was far the best and the most saddest episode ever :( i actually cried when i was watching that episode, and in the 9 minutes preview of episode 11 she still seems quite not herself ? in previous episodes she was really happy and bubbly now she's not ? i hope her character will regain her happiness soon as i like to watch happy HJ more than upset HJ ^_^ ~
Yoo seung ho & Park ji yeon, this scene actually made me cry so much, it was soo sweet :)


last week i recieved this really pretty necklace, its sooo cute and so nice aswell :) i absolutely love it, the chains a bit too long though and to be honest i'm not a big fan of long chains so i will have to buy a new silver chain tomorrow when i go into town ~ or get my mummy to buy me one, :)

(there both the same necklaces only one looks more blue than the other O_O)

OMO! ~ in borehamwood there was a stabbing/murder case, :| i think it was an failed attempted robbery, but now because of that scene and stuff, my mum and sort of dad but he's not sooooo much against it as my mum is, she's not letting me go alone to town now pfffftt! ¬_¬ ~ and i really need to go into town but i don't like going with them because they don't let me buy what i want, aka makeup and clothes, yes they don't really like me wearing makeup T_T and clothes because they say i have 'too many' which obviously i don't think i do, as i always struggle to find what to wear to chinese school :/

oh and also recieved a really lovely bracelet as well as a nice necklace, :) it's super duper cute aswell ^_^~ and i love it as much as i love my necklace yayyy! ~

<-- looks much nicer in real life and ignore my hand in this ^_^ ~

that's it for now,
byebye
maymay
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well i guess it is a good start to 2k10 so far, apart from music lessons and piano lesson's which pisses me off ==" but apart from that all is good, i mean we had snow days! beautiful lovely scenes, and what tops it up with snow falling from sky is drinking green tea whilst watching "will it snow for christmas?" i am like addicted to that drama, and that drama finishes next thursday :( wahh ~ hopefully something else good will be airing during the same time, i mean i still remember seeing it's first previews at the end of "you're beautiful" ending episodes, and i was like "OMO! ~ that looks good to watch *scribbles down the name onto a piece of paper*" i actually gave up on that drama when i first watched it i loved watching the young actors bit but once it showed the adults i turned off the whole show haha! up until one point i think i saw a youtube comment saying how good it was and recommends people to watch it, i decided to rewatch it again and to be honest i am SOOO GLAD I DID, because i love the drama, the story has lots of twists but i love it (L) "God of study" i remember seeing a title as this being an idol drama on allkpop, and that was when i first discovered this drama, it only interested me because of the cute uniform and plus cute actors and not to mention my favourite T-ara member, 'jiyeon' is in that ;) i am now on episode 6 and am watching raw videos ^^ i love this drama, i loved the japanese one and i love the korean one, this and WISFC is actually one of the reasons why i want the week to go quickly once it's friday HAHA XD because i want to watch more episodes, ;) but yes i am literally ADDICTED to GOS :) i always check for updates aswell on soompi >.^~
Park Ji Yeon! Hwaiting ^_^ ~ in set for god of study (i do not own this picture and got it off soompi).


i went shopping the other day and bought some 'eyeko' makeup after seeing many good reviews on them on youtube so i decided to try them out, and i ended up buying 5 products as they were on sale in superdrug, £1 for each eyeko product, the 3 in 1 normal cream (in pink container) is alright, use it as a highlighter would be too glittery to use as a moisturiser which is a shame or i mix it in with my moisturiser to create a base, the tinted cream i still haven't found out what to do with it yet as i haven't got a contour brush, angeled brush or a densed brush all mine are soft and they won't blend or work so unfortunately i can't find any good sides to it yet, but when i purchase a good brush which would probably be some time then hopefully i can use it as it looks amazing on the makeup guru's, i also got 2 fat balms, raspberry and mint i wanted the strawberry but they sold out :( the mint one smells so good to use as a lipbalm, i love it haven't really used the other one, and last of all i got the eyeko mascara (the one in the silver tube) i love it, although i have to mix in with a different mascara on top or under it's fine, because i haven't really found a mascara that works for me on its own anyways, this does the job but i won't say it's the 'best' and the most 'amazing' mascara i have ever tried before though :/~



putting the eyeko mascara i bought not long ago i am on a mascara hunt again, i wanted to try the maybelline sky high curves but they discontinued it :( it seemed so good aswell, and before it was i was planning to try it before but i never had time to, so i ended up not buying it and now i can't unless they restock it again ~ but i really want to get the lancome virtuose mascara as bubbi from bubzbeauty uses that and honestly most of the products she uses or suggests works amazing! or the lancome hypnose but on a youtube video i saw the eyelashes looked really thick and not much length ? i want one that does both and i heard YvesSaintLaurent(YSL) faux cils works good but it's quite expensive and also everyone says it dried up in about 2 months and that's no use to be honest, but i also heard loreal voluminous works just like YSL and its much cheaper but i'm not sure if it does as i went on boots site and there wasn't much reviews and when i was looking around i saw the max factor lash extension effect mascara, and i really want to try that out, as it seemed to give good length and also no7 extreme length however people on the reviews only like 2 or 3 said it didn't work but the rest said it was beautiful, so now i'm like confused on what to buy, but ahh i really want to get some new trainers aswell, ;) ~

that's it for now,
byebye
maymay
^_^ ~
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Happy new year ~
some parts of the world are already in 2010, its NEW YEAR NOW XD
i don't understand why everyone writes, 'i hope 2010 will be a better year' my years are the same every year to be honest ~ :/

anyways i have nothing to blog about in memory i am going to write my favourite top 10 dramas ^^

1) Tree Of Heaven

what i liked about it: the story was sweet, and i loved the actors in it... the OST is soft and nice to listen to, the ending was very sad and touching and i have to say i have rewatched this drama the MOST, lee wan (LL)
What i didn't like about it: the fact that the ending was too sad, and there wasn't a happy ending, also i found the drama too short aswell :( wish it could go on for a bit longer... ~

2) Maou

what i liked about it: although i'm still watching the korean version, 'The Devil' i watched this one first, Maou is a good drama, and i absolutely love the acting in it, it's very addictive and i couldn't help but watch it over and over again, once again this drama has a sweet story and made me cry but not as much and has a good OST to it ^^
what i didn't like about it: i found the drama again too short >_<

3) You're Beautiful

what i liked about it: the story is like hana kimi/boys over flowers, abit thats what i think... but ofcourse different, i miss watching this drama waiting for another episode.. it was interesting and has some funny moments so it cheered me up on a sad day, the OST has some good songs but i don't like all of them, LEE HONG KI was in it aswell, and his role 'Jeremy' made me laugh so much, when he cried i cried along with him and his blonde hair in this definately rocks (Y) >.^ PARK SHIN HYE aswell ^^ was in Tree of heaven aswell, and the other casts ROCKS ;) i liked the cast and UEE aswell (L)
what i don't like about it: drama ended so quick good dramas should last longer, and i didn't like the ending, it seemed like a cliffhanger~ i wish there to be a season 2 ^^

4) IRIS

what i like about it: i liked this drama, the story about it, for some reason i like the plot of it that Hyun-Joon got abandoned and wanted to get revenge! kim tae-hee was in this, (L)
What i didn't like about it: too many deaths in this >_<

5) Akai Ito

what i like about it: i wish there was more sweet soft romantic dramas like this, THIS IS FAR THE BEST romantic drama i have watched :') the story was cute and well written, it was originally a cell phone novel then made into a drama, the drama is about drugs use and suicidle ~
what i don't like about it: had a weak ending in my own opinion :/

6) Full House

what i liked about it: Full house story is full of interesting, sad, funny and hilarious moments which is what i liked the most, oh and i ABSOLUTELY loved the OST its by far the best ~ Bi Rain is also in it which gives it an bonus ;) and generally i just liked everything about it, however i did not rewatch it many times though.~
what i didn't like about it: it's been a while since i last watched the whole thing so i can't remember the ending, but what i didn't like... hmm i don't think i can actually think of one for this ^^ ~

7) Stairway to heaven

what i liked about it: by FAR the best tear jerker out there to watch, this drama shed me to tears :'( after just watching the first episode such a good storyline and it's like 'Winter sonata' a bit how a character looses its memory and forgets their love... the younger parts were also played by the main roles in 'tree of heaven' ^^ ~
what i didn't like about it: it's too sad to watch, i cry buckets! and it makes my eyes all puffy, the OST is alright but not amazingly good ~

8) Shokojo Seira

what i liked about it: this drama, is the remake of the english film 'a little princess' which was my favourite film when i was younger, so i couldn't wait to watch this, i was impressed i liked this drama a lot but because of other dramas and school work i have lost track of watching this and i have not finished yet, but so far this drama seems like theres going to be some romance in it ~
what i don't like about it: i haven't finished this yet so i can't write what i like or don't like about this at the moment, will write again when i have ^^ ~

9) Momo Love

what i liked about it: momo love, i haven't finished this drama due to the same reason as 'shokojo seira' but when i have will write a full review, what i liked so far about it is that this story is a story you would refer as 'cute love' this also reminds me of a drama/movie but i can't place the name of whats it called :/ hmm ~
what i don't like about it: i haven't finished so i can't write full review, however i do like the cast but i wish they kept the original cast in as i would want to watch more GUILUN from Pi Li MIT.~

10) Boys Over Flowers

what i liked about it: BOF BOF BOF BOF (L) who doesn't like this drama, remake of japanese manga and drama 'Hana Yori Dango' and yes i watched HYD first, i liked that drama and i decided to watch BOF, i was hooked on and back in march/april/may it was my FAVOURITE drama, but now its old i have other dramas that have made this #10, the story goes on instead of 2 seasons like HYD it involves it all in one, i even LOVE the OST and right now it's still my top favourite OST so far, the song 'starlight tears' is such a sweet song i love listening to it, and because i was listening to that song and 'because i'm stupid' when i went to hong kong in april, it brings back so much memories (L)
what i don't like about it: what i didn't like about this though was that it was TOO LONG or maybe not to long but an episode was quite long aswell, each episode was very interesting though ~

well i think thats it now, :)
byebye
maymay
xxx
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